Trust or not trust....

So S was over this weekend because his wife was out of town yet again with their son.  Of course when he came over i started hounding him with a million questions again... Are you sure you have a plan to leave?  Do you really want to be with me?,...

Where The Day Takes You: To A Loved One In Need

There is so much sadness and suffering in our world. So much stress and sickness it is frightening. I got a phone call from a close family member sobbing uncontrollably to the point I could not understand what she was trying to tell me. Once I got her...

What to do...

Sometimes I feel absolutely crazy. I'll be happy one minute and then sonething will set me off. I was diagnosed with PTSD, high anxiety, depression and ADD about 3 years ago. I have been doing absolutely fine, until now. I'm not sure what triggers my...

im going to kill myself

i had sex with a guy about a month ago... unprotected (i hate condoms) but the problem is....i forgot to take my birth control that month. i have not gotten my period.... im only 17. please, im afraid... im too scared to  even take a...

The Frozen Man.

I feel him reach for my feet, my ankles... his claw-like nails scrapeing the soles of my feet. His hands wrap around my lower leg, making my feet feel dead. They stroke up my calfs, freezing my shins. Are my knees touching still? I think they...

S and I....

Hi,   I have been involved with a married man for the past two years.  I have been holding so much inside that I cannot discuss with anyone who can offer me honest advise.  So I figured, why not blog about my situation and feelings hoping that...

Key signs of an abusive relationship

  Possessiveness: Checking on you all the time to see where you are, what you're doing and who you're with. Trying to control where you go and who you can see and getting angry if you don't do what they say. Jealousy: Accusing you...

Why we find it hard to say "No"

  To learn to say “No”, we have to first understand what’s resisting us about it. Below are common reasons why people find it hard to say no: You want to help. You are a kind soul at heart. You don’t want to turn the person away and you want to...

Sometimes, I can be a little snippy...

We are all here for many different reasons:  to write, and get things off of our chest and mind onto "paper," to ask for advice, to seek comfort, to look for and provide support to one another, to answer questions, to ask questions, to pass time, to...

Is this Tiredness or Loss of Motivation?

I am looking for answers to this dilemma.  I am caught in between keeping my job and go look for the thing I really wanted to do. Pursuing dreams is one of man's ultimate way of finding his purpose.  yes, keeping my job is the most practical way of...

Just not right now

I have always wondered why it is that loving you causes pain. It is not because of how well we coexist, or how closely our personalities match up, no. It is due to the fact that we are meant to be, if perhaps not in this lifetime. You see, I...

Cutting and Survivors

Cutters and Survivors A blog by Edana Jakubowski  First Post: You don’t know who I am, but this is a chance. No one ever had to know me, I wouldn’t care. I just want to be important. So that is why I’m writing today, is to tell you that even...

How Can You Tell if a Guy Likes You??

I seriously want to know! This guy I like, he's super sweet, is always trying to engage me in conversation and always smiling at me for the longest time, to the point where I look away in embarrassment. I do feel he likes me but I'm not sure, guys are...

Is it only a dream?

Can you tell me, honestly, that all I saw was a lie? That I made it all up in my head in order to satisfy my unconscious mind? I hope not. I hope you remind me of the conversations we had, all the extra looks and sparkly smiles... I hope you...

Everything I do is wrong.

Everything I do is wrong. Literally. Everything. No matter how hard I try to get things right, no matter how hard I work, how much I plan and think it through. I always get it wrong. Does anyone else ever feel like this? That no matter how hard you...

Help

Hey guys, i need a bit of help since this is a new blog and i would like you to see if you could help me. The problem were having is that we cannot get a profile picture whenever we try it says "PLAN_LIMIT_EXCEEDED: You have execeeded the usage limit...

Help? Or Maybe Some Advice?

Ok now this has been bugging me for a couple of days, so just hear me out on this before you quit reading midway.   The other day I looked at my phone, not expecting any notifications like usual, to find that a guy had messaged me.  First, we...

Help!

Just made this account yesterday! It will not allow me to upload a profile picture or "blog avatar" at all :( a small window pops up and will say something like "you've exceeded you limit of the sandox plan"? I don't know what the hell that means but...

Baggage

Yes I am a girl, and yes I have lots of emotions, and yes I get attached and am needy and like attention and can be a bitch and a pain in the ass but on top of all of that if I fall for you, and I mean really fall, I will love you like no one else can...