Random Rant-Just Venting

I know its kind of late but sleep seems to avoid me these days. Especially since a big day in my life is approaching quicker than I realized. And it's sort of freaking me out a bit. I can't stop thinking about it. And its by no means a bad thing, its...

My ex husband's ongoing pity party

OK, call me an unfeeling, uncaring ex wife.  It isn't true.  I tred to help the ex with his problems and am ready to hand hm a gun.  He calls every day and threatens suicide if his son does not go down to Florida.  He says he can't make a phone call. ...

LIFE

... it's just too hard... I cannot deal with my job... what can I do when I need the money?????   Do I stick it out... lose my mind... or quit.... then find peace... with not enough money... please help me....

World Vision

The other day i was thinking, Whats the point of War and bombing. It literally does nothing for anyone and it just ruins others lives. So many people have been killed because of Stupid conflicts Over absolutly nothing. Children Have been Removed from...

Thoughts

So I am new to this website, not really sure how all of this works, just need a place to let out, so here goes nothing. Keep in mind I am a person who constantly searches for solutions. If I have an issue, naturally, I want to find a solution...

Loss

Hello again, so it's again been a long time since I have posted anything. This year has not been a kind one to me. First I lose my father, then yesterday I lost the last remaining part of my family. Now I have to try to raise the money to have my aunt...

That Night

Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night and started crying my eyes out. Crying my eyes out because I had that nightmare again. The nightmare about that night, when we were at the park, and you took advantage of me.  That night when we were...

Hurt

Do i have to bleed for you to know i'm in pain?  Do i have to cry to know it cuts deep? DO i have to be a victim to know i was abused? Do i have to scream for you to know its enough?  I hurt just like everyone! Do you know?  Ask......

Lending a ear.

For some strange reason every single person I meet wants to tell me their problems. So being the person I am I lend them an ear.. So after they finish venting I give them my advise and they say I should be a counselor. I love helping and listen to...

xoxo my lifes a mess

Honestly every has been a bitch to me and i freaking hate it, my teacher yelled at me really bad because i was using my phone and people started laughing. they probably thought i deserved it, and then my fucking bitchy ass friend said she was going to...

Starting Again

Yes, I know this topic is cliche. I have seen posts like this before I was thrown into this sort of situation. It never caught my interest; I could never relate to it. And now I wish I was back at that time. The time when I still had friends...

Drama

   So last night I officially told Kev that we should back off from each other. Were not really dating, were just, to be honest, i dont even know. Anyways, we got in a huge fight. I kind of feel lke I blew up for no reason. I don't really know. Tell...

She is a mystery.

She is a mystery. Even she doesn't understand herself.  __________________________________________________________ Who is she?  Who will she be? Who will save her?  __________________________________________________________ That is...

Girl I'll never have

It hurts to wait for someone you know you'll never actually be with. But I can't help but to hope that one day she'll leave him for me. I mean, I gotta dream about something right? And she's a perfect dream

The Alone Ones.

You alone say that it is a coward way. To most it maybe true. But for one to truly feel the emotion That drives that thought home. How could one possible know? Till you stand in those shoes of that one individual. The one who runs so hard but...

Welcome

I've been writing in blogs for a couple years now, mostly private somewhere to vent my crazy thoughts and emotions, kind of like having an online diary. I wouldnt really let people read it, it feels like an invasion of privacy. A friend of mine...

One Day of Kindness in Boston, your area too

Second-annual 'One Boston Day' encourages acts of kindness and charity   'How will you make a difference?'   Boston will observe the second-annual "One Boston Day" on April 15. Established last year, the day marks the anniversary of the...