More than friends...Less then a couple....

So recently i have been hanging out with this guy that i met a couple years back. I believe that i have fallen head over heels for this man. I broke up with my boyfriend for him because i knew that it wasnt fair to my boyfriend for me to have feelings...

He Loves Me

When he says things like this I can't help but cry. He is the one person that truly appreciates me and everything I do to try to help him. He makes me see things from a different perspective and makes me see how important I am to him. I love this man...

The Right Thing To Do

Have you ever been so caught up in a sticky situation that all rules and morals went out the window?Like no matter how much you tried to think rationally, or figure out what "The right thing to do" is, you couldn't walk away? Well my friends, dabble...

Hey

I don't know why i decided to get on here right now. Nobody cares anyway. But I don't know I'm a little fucked up right now and I'm feeling really upset with things right now. I can't even explain how upset and heartbroken i feel right now when...

Here's An Idea: Don't

It takes alot for me to get mad. I'm not an agry, vindictive or spiteful person by nature. I'm actually quite the opposite. I'll go to the ends of the earth twice if I care about you and you need my help. I litterally bend over backward to help...

I AM FINALLY HAPPY

i have found the key to my happiness, which is my happiness. Not busting my ass for everyone else's. And now that i've stopped catering to them, there have been so many issues. My mom judges me for everything, i want tattoos and piercings, she says...

yeah my mom makes me want to kill myself

she doesn't understand, she doesn't listen, she just drinks and i just want to fuckin die. I wish i didn't have to deal with her. Life is so fucking hard for me as it is and she makes it worse, telling me everything is so fucking easy. She...

Unnoticed Changes

  Through a childs eyes everything is good, honest, and possible. When I was a child I wanted to help everyone in the world and do nothing but good deeds, no matter how small or hard it maybe. Even the smallest action can have a huge...

I'm a terrible person.

I know I said that I would be on here more often, but obviously I haven't. Summer was so busy for me and now that I'm back at college the thought of writing in my blog comes to me more. I want to truly apologize to anyone who does read my blogs and...

Bad day

wow this was officially such a bad day :( okay like so i started off with having a major exam at 3pm today... so i was studying in the morning.. then i decided to leave house 2 hours early (I take an hour and a half to reach my college) so I took the...

Being Stubborn is Okay Until it Affects Other People

  September 20, 2013    I was talking to my mom and she was telling me that dad refused to let her swap the daytime catheter to night when it was needed… she hasn’t been getting a lot of sleep because of it… she’s nice enough to change it for...

Communication Breakdown

  September 19, 2013    I was checking the doors when I observed that the driveway had been sectioned off with yellow tape... while I was doing my rounds I asked the Asian guy in charge of banquets if he knew anything about it and he told me...

How do you even do it?

I know that I need to make things right, I need to get her to hear my apology. I need to tell her exactly how I feel, but how do you do those things if that person is completely ignoring you in every aspect? I seem to have tried everything, but I get...

Need the Mop Chopped

*Super girly post alert*   I need a new hairstyle. Like desperately. Last time I was at the hairdressers was March 2013 and that was just to get it styled for prom, God knows when I last got it cut! From a young age I've always had really long...

A CRY FOR HELP! The Beginning

"I got frustrated with my babydaddy he kept going and I tried to stay calm but I used to go through things I used to cut my hair or pull my hair hit my self and scratch my face and I just did it just for getting frustrated I know it was wrong but I...

Relationship Help!!!

I've had this blog before but I guess I got banned or something for the stuff/stories I was saying. Pretty much, my name is Nick Roy. I am asshole. I have a lot of sex, drink a lot. Pretty much I'm a 19 year old alchoholic, narcissistic, nymphomaniac,...

ADDICTION! OVERCOMER? OR ADDICT?

At the age of 13 i thought worrying about homework and getting home on time to watch tv was the thing, never did i think at that age someone would think about sex or drugs? Worrying about how to fit in with the cool kids, lets drink and smoke type of...

will it all even out?

right now, i'm kind of in that "finding youself" stage. I have an interest in so many things from psychology to buddhism, to poetry, to journalism, photography, music. More importantly, when it comes to college, and just my life in general. How do...

When Frustration Tries to Take Over

And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. -Philippians 4:7 NIV Frustration – a feeling of dissatisfaction, often accompanied by anxiety or depression, resulting from...

Random Reflections: First Love

Growing up, my first love wasn't the neighborhood kid down the street, it wasn't an actor on T.V. or a bike or even a beloved pet; it was my imagination. As a kid I was very energetic and spontaneous. I was a bit of a handful for my parents and...