Nothing will take the pain away.

I feel like I'm walking around in a daze. Nothing quite feels real it's all just a bit hazy. I don't know whether to laugh or cry or both. I don't know if I can do either. It's like waking up with a hangover accept I haven't been drinking and the...

mirror

there once was a girl, a girl whos heart had been misplaced a long time ago.by the time she was thirteen, she knew how to slit her wrist to which would take her out of this world.. she was never abused by her parents, though sometimes she felt as...

My Heart Is Breaking... Help.

Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore. I have no one to talk to so that's why i'm posting about this.  Lately my relationship is falling apart. My boyfriend and I aren't doing so hot. For the past month or so, we have been fighting like every...

Community College, Opinions?

Well, until this year I always planned on going to a four year university and doing that whole deal. But I've been kind of finding myself after a breakup and thought about what I actually want to do. I want to be happy. In order to get into a good...

How children learn is how we all learn.

How children learn is how we all learn.   We all are born into this world knowing nothing and being taught everything we know which is entirely up to the culture or place of birth we are exposed to. In short, we all are formed by the environment...

Am I crazy?

I have a doctors appointment on Friday. It's the first time mum's booked me to go and see a doctor about everything thats been going on in my head. Mum has no idea what's been spinning around my head for years, but she's seen the scars and guessed...

What's wrong?

so last night I had sex with Jake for the first time. It was amazing, it was fun, it was calming, it was the best thing I've ever done.  It felt so amazing to be with him, to be so close, to feel him in me, to feel his weight on top of me, to hear...

If you need help..

   So I recently just found this website, http://www.7cupsoftea.com/ and I'm so glad I found it. It's volunteers who actually care. My thing with therapy was that they were paid to listen, but these people are not. If you are struggling and your...

How did things get so complicated?

Can someone please give me advice here? okay here's the story from the begining: me and my ex began dating in March of 2014. he was my first boyfriend and things were really awkward so I broke up with him in may of 2014. We lost contact for three...

Internal battle with self-destruction.

I want to drink a bottle of vodka and mix it up with a bottle of pain killers. It makes you numb, you feel numb as your body starts to shut down one organ at a time. Maybe I'll throw up before the pills and alcohol can take a real effect. Maybe I'll...

What is role playing?

What is role playing? The world is made of 7 billion people which are 7 billion minds, not that hard to imagine. It’s a fact right? Out of 7 billion people, imagine all the roles we play, the possibilities are endless. There are many forms of role...

Strength

dear lord, please give me strength to get through this.  Im not strong enough.  He keeps messing with me and its making me lose my mind.  I need to never ever contact him again.  I need to move on but he keeps playing me.  Please help me.  if i dont...

Do not send your kids to school.

Do not send your kids to school.   The current educational system teaches a way of life that causes pain and suffering by being designed to make children conform instead of allowing them to be unique individuals.  Schools attempt to make...

Help

So my boyfriend and I have been together for a long time. Ive known him for about 2 years and we have been together for about a year and two months.   He the most amazing guy I've ever met, hes funny, smart, caring, sweet, thoughtfuL, and the best...

I like my friend's brother...What do I do?

So my dance class have a couple branches, one in new jersey, one in new york ,and one somewhere else. So there is this girl in the new york class, and we're friends. And she's going to be a sophomore in college this coming september. Her brother, is...

Why do you struggle with forgiveness?

So..I've spent the past few months on personal and spiritual growth. I always end up back at forgiveness. I'm incredibly loving and forgiving of other people, but I struggle with self forgiveness. In my search for why this is, I polled my Facebook...

Help

When the pain cuts deep and the floor shakes under your feet. When the lightening in your heart strikes and the thunder in your head rumbles. When no one is around to stop you. When your soul cries out and taunts you. When you are screaming for relief...

What is love? Levels of vibrate emotions

What is love? Levels of vibrate emotions. Love is levels of vibrate emotions that results in all thoughts and actions. So if you reject any thought or action you reject a part of love. But do all thoughts and actions express compassion? To love...

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you now we have know rights ahh its doing it not here.....will notice as I type that the print will change not by my doing it will jump and start writting in another location on here like where I have already typed, I will do nothing to cause this...

Diary entry 1 : 5/08

Two days left... I'm feeling a little upset again today, it's like there's a pit in my stomach and it's not shifting. Why am I so upset? I'm really trying to not be- I seem to be able to switch it off if I'm angry/pissed off but I can't stay that...