Lending a ear.

For some strange reason every single person I meet wants to tell me their problems. So being the person I am I lend them an ear.. So after they finish venting I give them my advise and they say I should be a counselor. I love helping and listen to...

xoxo my lifes a mess

Honestly every has been a bitch to me and i freaking hate it, my teacher yelled at me really bad because i was using my phone and people started laughing. they probably thought i deserved it, and then my fucking bitchy ass friend said she was going to...

Drama

   So last night I officially told Kev that we should back off from each other. Were not really dating, were just, to be honest, i dont even know. Anyways, we got in a huge fight. I kind of feel lke I blew up for no reason. I don't really know. Tell...

She is a mystery.

She is a mystery. Even she doesn't understand herself.  __________________________________________________________ Who is she?  Who will she be? Who will save her?  __________________________________________________________ That is...

Girl I'll never have

It hurts to wait for someone you know you'll never actually be with. But I can't help but to hope that one day she'll leave him for me. I mean, I gotta dream about something right? And she's a perfect dream

The Alone Ones.

You alone say that it is a coward way. To most it maybe true. But for one to truly feel the emotion That drives that thought home. How could one possible know? Till you stand in those shoes of that one individual. The one who runs so hard but...

Welcome

I've been writing in blogs for a couple years now, mostly private somewhere to vent my crazy thoughts and emotions, kind of like having an online diary. I wouldnt really let people read it, it feels like an invasion of privacy. A friend of mine...

One Day of Kindness in Boston, your area too

Second-annual 'One Boston Day' encourages acts of kindness and charity   'How will you make a difference?'   Boston will observe the second-annual "One Boston Day" on April 15. Established last year, the day marks the anniversary of the...

That push start i need.

You come to a point in life and it is sometimes refereed to as the deep end. Whilst currently being in the deep end, for a very long while now. My days of laying in bed doing nothing due to life struggles have become a lot more depressing than i...

Trying to reach for the sunlight

Today is one of those days. Anxiety woke me up this morning like a thundercloud crashing in above my head. Trying to keep pushing it away, and it pushes back twice as hard.   I lost my brother almost four years ago this May. Some days...

Advice Column

Here you can ask questions you're struggling with, get things that are bothering you off your chest, anything you'd like, and I'll give advice. You don't have to take the advice, but if you try and it doesn't produce the results you wanted, just...

something difficult to accept:

  Please no negativity, just want some open thoughts and help (:  okay so a little background story, i had this friend A pretty good friend till the insident.  During summer of 2015 my friend and I hung out with two guys one which I was sorta...

confused... again

So, my ex, Shawn, messaged me for the first time in months. He told me he was sorry for the way he had acted towards me. He had been feeling like he needed to apologize for a while, but he was just too scared. He didn't want me to get the idea that he...

Sex Sex and Sex.

Sex is not a goddamn performance. Sex should feel as natural as drinking water. It should not require confidence. Sex should happen because the moment is ripe. Ripening lips, ripening labia, ripening clitoris, ripening pupils, ripening...

Let's play the game "Pretend."

Let's play pretend. Here is how you play.  You pretend the following until you actually feel it.     Pretend that you are -  Emotionally Stable,  Mentally Stable  And Physically Healthy. Let me win, please.

Lack Self-Confidence, Sound Familiar?

Do you feel that?   That lack self-confidence.   Many people know it as it being the emotion of "Jealousy". This feeling is so hard to explain to someone else, how exactly you feel about it.  When you do tell someone about your...

Dear Depression

Dear Depression,  I met you when I was six years old.    That was when my mom was dealing with addiction and paid attention more to it than of her own kids. You were there when I went home to screaming and broken glass and that was my secret...

New game development has started!

Well, I'm starting a new game with Game Maker Studio, and I need a cool plot for main character being a living and walking cute scarecrow :P. I'd like to create a nice discussion and talk this through. Let's start with how would the game start. It's a...