Do I like him?

I'm really confused right now. No Actually I'm not.  I think I'm falling for this guy. (maybe?) I don't know why but I always catch myself thinking about him But still, OKAY I'M REALLY CONFUSED! Why was I even disappointed when he...

help me please. someone. please.

i cannot read any topic in the topics part of this site. i cannot read my pm's from my friend i cannot post my photo in the photo gallery   i try to read something and i get this silly error. "We were unable to find a post with the...

REEALLY?!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Okay so this is why i knew i shouldn't have made friends in school. MY friend has been looking at my pms on her screen after I told her not to!! She went through the fucking trouble of looking for the blog just to watch what I've been doing!!! I'm...

my real me

  They don't know me truly Sure I am a smart person All they need to know was  I am equal and life is a lesson    I think around the reality lines I was always acting curious Some say its a talent...

So There's This Boy.

So there's this boy that I'm crushing on hard. I believe it's the same boy that I wrote about last time. I'm going to talk to him today so wish me luck, lovely people. ♥♥♥

Day seven

Day seven: I don't mean to come off as vain or even sound vain, but am I really that desirable as a person? Well, my exes think so. My ex from Scotland messaged me today and asked if things were good reguarding my boyfriend. When I said yes and asked...

Boy Crazyyyy

Okay, so literally all my "relationships" in the past two years have been online or over the text message. Well I'm in college now so I've got lots of options right? WRONG! The ratio of males to females is 4 to 1. I have a crush on two people. One is...

We are the product of lies.

I just want to die.   I couldn't care less about my fucking GCSE's, I am sick of teachers telling me how stressed I am going to get the closer to my exams we are. Not even my mentor cares about my mental health. As long as I get that pretty...

Christmas...... Errrrr

So i know Christmas isn't all about getting presents so that is not my pickle but here goes...   Every year My Partner and i buy presents for 8 nieces and nephews, 3 sets of parents (mine, partners dad and partners mother & step dad) and the...

Torn.

I'm so stressed out, I can't find my plants for my cuts and today just keeps getting worse. I tried to talk to James today to makes sure we were okay but he seem kind of distance and kept looking past me, then when some guy came out of class he pushed...

Dear Mom.

I'm sitting here in school trying to refrain from crying. Why couldn't you love me? Why wasn't I good enough? Because no matter what happens, mom, I love you. 

Let's seperate the mice from the men.

James and I had a fight last night and I'm still annoyed. Basically he was ranting about some of my friends who were with a group of much older guys, drinking and they had only just met. (It was putting them in danger to be honest but thats not for me...

Baby names

I'm finding choosing a baby name really difficult. There are so many different names that I like but narrowing it down is really hard for me :/  So far I'm liking:  Roman Dean Sheamus Roman Sheamus Dean Steven Nicholas Lewis Dean ...

Just Some Thoughts

So, I'm new to this. Kind of lost. Am I even posting in the right place? Is this an actual "blog" entry? Please don't think I'm dumb...  Either way, I'm writing from my dorm room at almost 1:30 am. Just got back from fall break. I'm a young...

You're Dexter.

You know my entire life I can for the most part pin point my pleas for help. To God, to people but secretly in my mind. HELP ME. It's a very common phrase for a broken kid to think and plead for. As an adult I thought I'd be freed of that phrase. I...

Sometimes They Work Hard Out of Fear

  December 8, 2013   I was locking the patio doors and I heard one of the raven haired beauties tell another co-worker that the guy that washes dishes was a really hard worker… she went on about how he does the little things that help the...