Boys will be Boys

Boys will be boys. Girls are cruel. Teenage years are hard.   I can't stand these phrases. They are meaningless. I have heard these phrases more often than not just to get out of a situation. Boys will be boys, don't worry about it....

Deep down where I don't want to be found.

This wasn't what I planned. Life isn't meant to be like this. This constant sadness. I don't even know why I'm sad anymore. I just am and no matter what I try to do, the sadness always creeps back in. The only break in the sadness is when something...

Pregnant??? What To Do?

this has been something i've been going trough the past few days with one of my friends. she had sex with her boyfriend and then the condom broke without them knowing and he did "came" in her. she was scared on what to do and she immediately came to...

Tired of fighting the pain

I know there are many who may tell me to stop whining. But I am a person who needs to get these feelings out. And I figure this is the perfect way to do it, because even though no one will listen most likely, it will feel like someone is. If you are...

The Jump (POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING)

I remember a story I once heard. Whether its true or not is not for me to say, but whatever. (TRIGGER WARNING)   For those who don't know, there is a famous bridge in San Francisco called the Golden Gate Bridge (it is actually an orange...

spreading like a social cancer.. is there no answer?

life is full of challenges and decisions... I think this is something we all know, but seldom recognize.. we live off the myth that life just happens, and we cant stop the outcome... but daily we are tested, given new opportunity.. as well as new hope...

A Lame Post by Me

Not like none of my other posts are lame. Of course not. They're just ridiculously stupid. Except for yesterday's. That one made a point. I don't know what to even do anymore. I kind of feel bad for posting here because all of my problems are stupid...

Keep quiet or voice it?

Erf.. So I kinda like someone again.. First time I've really had feelings for someone since I dated my ex. But I'm so scared to get hurt again. And at the moment I'm kinda fragile. Ive shut a lot of people out of my life because I realize they aren't...

life

if anyone neds help throw life i will be there for you

On the Shelf.

Days pass as I watch people follow in line. Can people see me? Am I invisible to most? The hallways and classrooms seem like a blur until the instant you notic me and my focus ceases to you and only you. I miss you, why did you drop me like the toy no...

Confused

That consumes my mind now. I couldn't focus or think what so ever today. What did you mean when you said that? I'm confused with myself now. What am I supposed to do? I didn't know what to say? Am I supposed to act different? I hard to carry on as...

I need new friends

Honestly this is going to sound like the bitchiest thing you will ever hear so sorry, but I'm kind of being a bitch right now because I'm just really fed up. But okay here goes. I've never been good at making friends. Like honestly I have friends who...

That feeling...that feeling i felt years ago (REVISED)

  Hello everyone, i had to repost this old post because it was placed on the wrong blog, sorry for the revision   after all thats happened this past weekend really has put my mind in a lot of thinking, from how my future is gonna be to how my...

what am I doing..

Seriously... shoot me. There is this guy I am with and while I like him a lot. I mostly just keep him around as something to do! My parents hate him with a buring passion and if they found out we talked or hung out they qould most certainly kill me....

It's so hard.. :(

It's so hard to stay strong.. i feel like everyone is leavingo me. Or they don't care. Or they just ignore me. I feel so lost. Like where do I turn to? My BEST FRIEND or I thought she was seems to not want to be friends with me. I breaks my heart. It...

Endings

I have to finish a story today, but I can't seem to bring myself to finish it. I just don't like endings. I've never been able to cut the string of creativity in a coherent way, wrap my story up, and give it to my teacher on her birthday/deadline.  ...

I hate feeling tied down

My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost a month now (the 19th makes one month) and I mean I like him I guess but I don't really like him and I don't love him. I keep thinking I should break up with him but everyone would hate me in my circle of...