annoyed

hiya im so annoyed we are human beings. poeple OMG i have a friend who was chased by her FRIENDS into the toilet and sayed she was coping one of them and she has anxitey as well as me and she cut her arm so bad :( :( :( And she has...

am I a bad person?

Am I a bad person? There's this guy who is incredibly attractive who I work with but he has a girlfriend and they always break up and are on an off but he plans on marrying her and bought her a new promise ring for valentines day and he is always...

:(

Why do I feel so depressed all the time? I just want to be happy again. Is that too much to ask? I just want to feel accepted, loved, or at least cared for and needed. The only place i feel appreciated and needed is my job. They are the only ones who...

In a relationship, without being in a relationship...

  So as I said in my last blog post I was going to explain how 'That Girl' became 'That Girl'... I have always been 'That Girl' with lots of friends, 'That Girl' who always tries new things, 'That Girl' that always has a busy social calendar,...

Please help. Share you're thoughts.

I have an issue for the past 7 years my child's  father has kept him a secret from his family well not all of them i think his sister mom and ex wife knows but bc he doesnt acknowledge him they wont/don't he kept it from his wife though He was born...

Prayer for my mom

Please pray for my mother because her stress level is mighty high. She has so many responsibilities with being a mother,pastor,co-captian of starting point and dealing w/ family situations. And problems keep coming her way. And she doesn't feel strong...

Anxiety.

Anxiety. A "problem", An "inconvenience", A "made up illness." It is a mental illness. Instead of shaming and telling someone "you'll get over it." It is a deeper thing to "get over," it rules our life. Just give a smile and your...

Friends, Part 2

Hello. And today I'm continuing my friends post. So, if you havn't met Sasha, who we are talking about today, go read my other post and then come back. Too lazy? Understandable. Sasha is my friend in school. I'm not part of the popular group in...

Any Tips On Writing A Memoir?

I've decided that I would like to try and write a memoir, even if I don't publish it. I would keep it as a keepsake. However, I don't know anyone who has ever done sentimental things like that. My parents don't do things like that even though I think...

A Perfectionist Waits Until Conditions Are Perfect

  My brother decided to use gasoline to light some branches on fire… he must have did it in a funny way because there was a rather loud explosion… normally that sort of thing would startle me but this was a normal activity on the farm… when I was a...

Searching for understanding

Sometimes I just want to have someone with me who is as equally fucked up in the head as I am. I want to smoke up, drink vodka and slit eachothers wrists. Being sick is a fucking lonely thing, you hurt alone, you harm alone, your always fucking alone....

Self Harm

Self harm affects a lot of different young people these days. I wanted to write about the subject to help people going through the same issues. Self harm isn't always about grabbing peoples attention your find most people say that if they have never...

lifeline

Our world got a little bit better. With all of our high tech gadgets the best oneis the lifeline. Finally had one put in. Now I can sleep better and know if I need helpit is just a click away. Nemo was here last night while showing her the system and...

Falling Apart

I can't get the suicidal thoughts out of my head today, this year I've learnt how to distract myself from them but I can't stop thinking about it today. I just want to cut and bleed everywhere, I want to feel physical pain. I'm so over-whelmed yet I...