It's Been a Loooooong Couple of Days

It has been a long couple of days for me. My sister in law went into labor monday night... She kept me up allllllll night. Not to mention i had to get my daughter up and ready for school. Ofcourse i had to take her..... Needless to say... She is still...

family over dreams?

I don't know if everyone's parents are like this, but my parents coming in the way of pursuing my dream. from an early age I always wanted to be a psychologist. I wanted psychology doctorate from Oregon State University. I live in Michigan, my dreams...

eid mubarak!

This is a vair vair sad time for many a muslim as it is the lastest week of a vair vair special month. Ramadaan.It has flown by so quikly that i force myself to sit back and ask myself "what did i do different" and have not came up with much except...

How Things Change

   It is really amazing how one day you feel upset, lost, like nothing is right anymore... But then the next day you hear one thing. One little story and it can change your whole mood, your whole perspective on things. It is that little push you...

Just Sayin' Hello

Hello from bi-polar MN! Life here has been going pretty swell, for the most part. The heat lately has been a killer and it just makes me want to melt away. Too bad that sweat doesn't melt away your fat, cause if it did boy would I be one slim...

what to do..

How do I let a guy ive been dating a while know Im not feeling it anymore?  Were both h oing through major events in life and I think itd time to move on. I promised this kid wed get married someday haha. What should I say?

Help me if you can I'm feeling down.

Today.... well well well. I dont even know where to begin. I wish the existence of emotions did not exist, or i wish i could be a Tin man like the one from the wizard of Oz .Basically i just want to loose the ability to feel at all. Nothing i would...

hello

Hi! You can call me whatever you want. I won't tell you my name. My username -livinginabrokenwonderland- is a little weird. You are probably wondering what I mean. Well, you see, my life is a broken wonderland. Now, what is a broken wonderland? My...

breaking up

i have this huge fear that when or if me and this guy date, that we'll break up. I mean, i knw eventually we probably will, but i'm scared of that, especially if it's really hard. We're friends so i just don't want to think we'll break up and then...

Please help me!!

I know this blog thing isn't for this, but I would really appreciate it if any of you can help me. I need to raise $3000 by november of next year, which is 2015. I need that money in order to be able to go to Isreal in December with King jesus church...

Diary of a mixed girl...

My mother's mexican, puerto rican, italian, cherokee indian & black. My father is Nigerian.   I'm 19 years old & still struggling to deal with that. All my life I've been pushed into sterotypes. My skin color is brown, but my hair is...

help

i have a bad habit of isolating myself and becoming really self conscious when i get depressed. Honestly, i don't even wanna eat, right now i'm watching videos about anorexia, and im trying to think positive. But i've been strugling with this for a...

i'm growing up, i can feel it

i'm slowly caring less about things, thinking differently. And it's scary. I used to be close with my mom as all kids are, and now, i just like to hangout with my friends. I've never been one to care about guys, and looks, but now i love looking...

i knew this would fucking happen

i knew this would happen. I fucking knew it. After a month of this bullshit he says he can't deal with a relationship right now. I never fucking cry over a guy,but i cant stop. We've been haning out daily, he said the cutest thigns, and then this....

Raccoons and Sore Eyes

At this stage I'd strongly consider letting a raccoon claw my eyes out. It's been over a month since I've had this 'hayfever' or whatever godforbidden cause that has resulted in my eyes being so scratchy, painful and watery. I've resorted to walking...

Only Man By: McKenzie Self

Hey guys! My boyfriend's birthday is in August and  I wanted to write him a poem!  I am going to put it out here but I am not sure how much I like it in order for it to be part of his birthday present! So any input would be very much appreciated!...

A bunch of thoughts rolled up into a post..

Clearly theres a lot on my mind... so much is going on right now than I know how to deal with. Well, hmm where do I start..? Well I guess I'll start with talking about me and my broken heart. Well, yeah as you all know I'm single now... I have been...