just a rant about this dick

i've been talking to this guy for a couple months and we've been hanging out and yeah we've expressed our feelings. He says he has alot going on at home, doesn't want me to have to deal with it, not ready for a relationship. Fine. But we continued...

The Truth Behind The Tears

As I lay in bed wondering, " Why am I so sad all the time when I should be the happiest person?" Then, I realized, I'm hiding the truth from the one's I love the most and that is not like me. Is it all worth it? Ever since I met Lucas, I've had to...

"Can I" a dream

Can I be the voice, who might rise a nation? A voice as loud as lions. Can I be the girl to speak, and hopefully make a difference? Can I wish, and pray, and hope for a better day, were there can be peace? Can I believe, and make, and dream that...

Help.

So Wednesday night I was at my friends house and the guy I was talking about in my last blog I talk about.(his name is Joanthon.) Well, Michelle(My best friend), her sisters, and I were at the park. I snapchated him a picture and asked him that I...

Not My Cup of Tea… Or Napkin Either

July 30, 2013   I went over to the singing banquet server and told her that it looked like she was almost done rolling up the napkins... she didn't think that was very funny and indicated that she had sixty more to go then she suggested that I...

It's Been a Loooooong Couple of Days

It has been a long couple of days for me. My sister in law went into labor monday night... She kept me up allllllll night. Not to mention i had to get my daughter up and ready for school. Ofcourse i had to take her..... Needless to say... She is still...

family over dreams?

I don't know if everyone's parents are like this, but my parents coming in the way of pursuing my dream. from an early age I always wanted to be a psychologist. I wanted psychology doctorate from Oregon State University. I live in Michigan, my dreams...

Feeling guilty about not be able to help

I am writing this as it is my only outlet ..... I do not have anyone else to talk to. Trying to help someone that is depressed, stressed and seemingly paranoid is, is like running up a sand dune. You make very little forward progress, are lucky to...

eid mubarak!

This is a vair vair sad time for many a muslim as it is the lastest week of a vair vair special month. Ramadaan.It has flown by so quikly that i force myself to sit back and ask myself "what did i do different" and have not came up with much except...

How Things Change

   It is really amazing how one day you feel upset, lost, like nothing is right anymore... But then the next day you hear one thing. One little story and it can change your whole mood, your whole perspective on things. It is that little push you...

Just Sayin' Hello

Hello from bi-polar MN! Life here has been going pretty swell, for the most part. The heat lately has been a killer and it just makes me want to melt away. Too bad that sweat doesn't melt away your fat, cause if it did boy would I be one slim...

what to do..

How do I let a guy ive been dating a while know Im not feeling it anymore?  Were both h oing through major events in life and I think itd time to move on. I promised this kid wed get married someday haha. What should I say?

Help me if you can I'm feeling down.

Today.... well well well. I dont even know where to begin. I wish the existence of emotions did not exist, or i wish i could be a Tin man like the one from the wizard of Oz .Basically i just want to loose the ability to feel at all. Nothing i would...

hello

Hi! You can call me whatever you want. I won't tell you my name. My username -livinginabrokenwonderland- is a little weird. You are probably wondering what I mean. Well, you see, my life is a broken wonderland. Now, what is a broken wonderland? My...

breaking up

i have this huge fear that when or if me and this guy date, that we'll break up. I mean, i knw eventually we probably will, but i'm scared of that, especially if it's really hard. We're friends so i just don't want to think we'll break up and then...