What Does This Even Mean!

Heyo guys,     So I know I deleted a blog and all my posts on there and trust me I really appraciated your support but I wanted a fresh start. So about two months ago I got this guy's number and we talk every once in awhile because I later got into...

expectations and not being alone

asian families. oh the struggle this could be about any family. if this applies to you as well, i wish you the best in your future and more patience than i will ever have.  from my experience, there will always be those nosy aunts and gossiping...

i'm unsure...

My exams are almost over and i feel like i havent put an effort in my studies...what makes it worse is that my parents are going to kill me once they see my report. Honestly i'm not so worried about school as i used to. It's weird because it's my last...

living with in-laws

ok so i live with my father in-law who is an ok person for the most part except for the fact that hes an old time racist and me being puerto rican is not a plus. he has already expressed his unapproval in my marriage to his daughter but he still tries...

depression

hello my name is jose and i suffer from severe depression among other things lately it doesnt matter if im tking my meds as prescribed i still feel that pain that im sure all people feel when they have depression i have tried looking online for help...

I'm back.... for good this time, Say hi :)

Hey everyone, It’s been a while….. It’s been 1 year 7 months to be exact. This blog site and my previous blog were my life at one point, I made some amazing friends on here, I hope to get that back now I have more time to blog. Ideally I would...

Personal problems with myself

I am a very good person and I will cross deserts and oceans to do something nice for the people I love and care about. I come across as a very confident person and that I am content with everything which as a matter of fact, isn't true. I can be...

Anticipatory Apprehension Anxiety

    Anticipatory anxiety might be persistent if you find yourself thinking and worrying about something for days or months, such as losing a job in a declining economy, losing a loved one, worried about finances, etc.   Symptoms associated...

Did I consent?

im honestly just so confused.. Theres this guy who's been my best friend for about a year and we both really liked each other and we started dating a week ago. We got really serious really fast and I realllllly like him. Everything is perfect and were...

My Phobia: Emetophobia ~ fear of vomit

Hello, so today I want to talk about my phobia. It is called Emetophobia well I think that's how you spell it. But anyway, it means that you are terrified of vomit. I can't really remember what triggered my fear. For as long as I remember, I have...

Random Rant-Just Venting

I know its kind of late but sleep seems to avoid me these days. Especially since a big day in my life is approaching quicker than I realized. And it's sort of freaking me out a bit. I can't stop thinking about it. And its by no means a bad thing, its...

My ex husband's ongoing pity party

OK, call me an unfeeling, uncaring ex wife.  It isn't true.  I tred to help the ex with his problems and am ready to hand hm a gun.  He calls every day and threatens suicide if his son does not go down to Florida.  He says he can't make a phone call. ...

LIFE

... it's just too hard... I cannot deal with my job... what can I do when I need the money?????   Do I stick it out... lose my mind... or quit.... then find peace... with not enough money... please help me....

World Vision

The other day i was thinking, Whats the point of War and bombing. It literally does nothing for anyone and it just ruins others lives. So many people have been killed because of Stupid conflicts Over absolutly nothing. Children Have been Removed from...

Thoughts

So I am new to this website, not really sure how all of this works, just need a place to let out, so here goes nothing. Keep in mind I am a person who constantly searches for solutions. If I have an issue, naturally, I want to find a solution...

Loss

Hello again, so it's again been a long time since I have posted anything. This year has not been a kind one to me. First I lose my father, then yesterday I lost the last remaining part of my family. Now I have to try to raise the money to have my aunt...

That Night

Last night, I woke up in the middle of the night and started crying my eyes out. Crying my eyes out because I had that nightmare again. The nightmare about that night, when we were at the park, and you took advantage of me.  That night when we were...

Hurt

Do i have to bleed for you to know i'm in pain?  Do i have to cry to know it cuts deep? DO i have to be a victim to know i was abused? Do i have to scream for you to know its enough?  I hurt just like everyone! Do you know?  Ask......