Let's seperate the mice from the men.

James and I had a fight last night and I'm still annoyed. Basically he was ranting about some of my friends who were with a group of much older guys, drinking and they had only just met. (It was putting them in danger to be honest but thats not for me...

Baby names

I'm finding choosing a baby name really difficult. There are so many different names that I like but narrowing it down is really hard for me :/  So far I'm liking:  Roman Dean Sheamus Roman Sheamus Dean Steven Nicholas Lewis Dean ...

Just Some Thoughts

So, I'm new to this. Kind of lost. Am I even posting in the right place? Is this an actual "blog" entry? Please don't think I'm dumb...  Either way, I'm writing from my dorm room at almost 1:30 am. Just got back from fall break. I'm a young...

You're Dexter.

You know my entire life I can for the most part pin point my pleas for help. To God, to people but secretly in my mind. HELP ME. It's a very common phrase for a broken kid to think and plead for. As an adult I thought I'd be freed of that phrase. I...

Sometimes They Work Hard Out of Fear

  December 8, 2013   I was locking the patio doors and I heard one of the raven haired beauties tell another co-worker that the guy that washes dishes was a really hard worker… she went on about how he does the little things that help the...

I am so in trouble

so I mean this is one reason why I quitted thoughts.com..simple because you need a vpn but I need some sort of account to support my blog so like yeah!! Anyways everytime I upload a picture it simple says, "You have exceeded the usage limit of the...

is this even possible or rational?

is it possible or even rational to know someone for almost a year, and only at the end of that year start to talk to them? Only talking for two months or so, everyday, is it possible to love someone? Is it possible to have a love that felt so...

Mixed feelings about this guy? Advice please?😘

I was hoping someone could give me advice on this? I'm kind of having mixed feelings about this guy.. We actually dated for 2 months and we broke up like 5 months ago but we've still been friends for that whole time. I broke up with him because I said...

Alone.

Ever feel like you have no friends even though you have many? Ever feel completly alone in a room full of people? Thats how i feel. Hello, i'm not going to disclose my name so we will call me Piper, I'm Piper and i have many friends and only one best...

why?

i am so freaking happy, generally. and then i have to come home to this small apartment,emtpy cabinents, no cable, and a drunk mother right now i just really need some word of encouragement because i feel so shitty, my life is shit and my mom...

Decision Making

decision |diˈsi zh ən|noun a conclusion or resolution reached after consideration : I can't make the decision on my own | the editor's decision is final. I need help to make a decision; nothing too important, but still.  I'm a terrible...

The Heavy Road Ahead.......

This dusty road you see, filled with hatred, dissapointment, anger, deppression, all of the horrid feelings you have. They face you now. But your not alone....you were never alone...nor will you ever and from this moment on ..you know this. You see a...

Burdened

I often stair at the same two bathroom walls, standing in the shower for hours in hopes the answer is given to me. Just like the movies when the universe tells them how to resolve the most complicated problem with one simple answer.  My life in no...

My first post.

I've begun to feel the depression of this year's fall and winter already. I kept being asked what's wrong by everyone at school and I just lied and said I forgot to take my medicine today. Which was a lie. I don't even take medicine, even though I...

He's suicidal

My boyfriend is suicidal. I've been there n' done that n' shit... but still I don't feel that I am helping him. He tells me I am so I try to believe it, but inside I know he needs more help than just me. He comes to me with his problems and I am...

This Weekend...

This weekend was basically awful. I really need my medicine. I feel like I'm really losing myself. I can't cope with all of this. I don't trust myself alone. I feel alone. I need help. God help me. All I did was cry yesterday.   I found out what...

Signs

So I’m not really one to believe in signs, I’ve always wanted and wished for them, prayed for signs for various things. As much as I wanted them and prayed for them, the signs never came. This weekend that just passed, Friday October 3rd to be exact,...

People help me out here!!

Let me start with this... you people, you are the thing i have been looking for. Postivity and feed back. I have seasonal depression, which basically means this time of the year when the sun goes down sooner and the clocks are set back i become a...